Ever have one of those morning when you wake up and realize just how lame you have been for the last few years? I sure did this morning! Turns out, my meds must be working cause I hopped out of bed happy today. I can't even begin to think of the last time I woke up in a good mood. I don't know if it has ever actually happened. Heck, even my punks know that they shouldn't talk to me till after my coffee.
This happiness is alien. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't even know if I like it or not. Surreal. Of course, it could just be that working out 5 days a week is finally starting to pay off. Or that spring is in the air and the sun is shining.
Regardless of the cause this is going to take some getting used to. Even Chubaca is feeling the effects. I threw his rope toy for him and he is staring at me like I have lost my mind. And I think maybe I have lost it. How can I be snarky and sarcastic if I am feeling bubbly?
I even had FUN at the park with the kids. Even after Littlest ran straight into a pole and bloodied her lip. Whats wrong with me? Send help.
For me, working out does wonders for my mental attitude. That and sunshine! Give me a rainy day and I'll go back to being a miserable person. LOL
ReplyDeletetook me years to get adjust to happy with no reason....
ReplyDeleteCongrats!! It's always wonderful to wake up in a good mood instead of gloomy! Glad your meds have kicked in!!
ReplyDeleteI do remember the first day I took an anti-depressant, I woke up with songs in my head and I was happy. It was unlike anything I can really explain, sounds like you just had one of those too! Happy spring!
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you've found a good mood. It gives me hope.
ReplyDeleteIt's not that I'm unhappy, I just wouldn't describe myself as being happy.
Just even stevens.
Sounds like the medicine is helping! Of course, I still wouldn't give up my coffee :)
ReplyDeleteI am glad for your happiness. I seldom wake up happy, but my excuse is that I am not a morning person, and my dog is.
ReplyDeleteThis is going to sound very cheezy, but Enjoy the Ride. Even if you might not wake up tomorrow feeling this happy, enjoy it while you are!
ReplyDeleteYAY!! :)
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